Better… No!

There have been days that I’ve felt better*. If there isn’t change soon I better get back to the hospital /ER and have another punction so they can take some saline fluid out.
Each sip of water or bite to eat gives me heart rhythm disturbances, that’s one thing but getting rid of the one-sided beating is another, [...]

Too tight?

I’m wondering if the lap-band is now too tight, I can drink but I can hardly eat. On the other hand I have to get back in the rhythm of small bytes and longer chews.
Yesterday morning I started by puking out the half slice of bread I ate, it didn’t go down the way it [...]

Change…

For a change it has nothing to do with American politics or presidents, but all with me, myself and I.
Last Monday I phoned my therapists at Novarum, the eating disorder institute, why I hadn’t heard from them. They would help me with my problems for two years but after 17 months it was just silence [...]

A new day, a new challenge…

Yes, it’s one of those days again. I re-read my manuals, delved into my conscience and figured out what I should do.
It’s 13 months ago that I had my stomach surgery and almost 8 months since I really lost weight. Lacking the will to make a change has bothered me for some time now, while [...]

Is there a doctor around?

I almost spend a whole day at the hospital, yesterday afternoon and this morning, in the mean time I was allowed to sleep at home.
Yesterday I had an appointment with the surgeon first at 15.15  but last week they changed the time to 13.15, only due to a longer waiting-time I entered his office at 14.50 [...]

It’s a new day…

It’s a new life… and I am feeling good !
Getting used to a new life is not always easy, the surroundings are the same, I am the same, the food is the same but the quantities are smaller, way smaller.
After unpacking my bag and sorting laundry for the washingmachine I got on my new scooter and [...]